Well this came earlier than expected, my yearly depression that comes around the holiday time (right around my birthday or Thanksgiving to be more specific). I won't give that much detail on the subject but I was betrayed by a close loved one this past week and I'm still feeling the after shock. Haven't lost faith, but this is just a dark moment for me (I have finals in a few weeks and I might fail a class if I don't get a certain amount of coelenterate hours for a class, and considering I have an A in the class this would be pretty embarrassing. To top things off a bit, I'm sick, again =_=.

There's just something about the holidays that just brings me to a depressed mood (I think I'm the only Christian who hates Christmas). I don't hate it for the commercialism as most people do (I don't blame them though), it's just a very unhappy time of year for me, I do celebrate the religious portion of the holiday, but other than that I'd rather not calibrate it.